My mommy and daddy’s anniversary dinner last night. It was their 25th anniversary. I one day aspire to be as happy as my parents. They were best friends and they loved each other unconditionally and sometimes acted like teenagers in puppy love.
I want that.
Well it kinda hit me that your really gone and not coming back. My heart hurts I miss you so much. I just want to see you even if your being grumpy. I just want to see your scowly face.I never thought anything would happen to you. You were invincible. You were never sick and you never complained about any pains. I just can’t believe I have to go through life without you in it. There’s so many things that I want you to be here for. Like seeing Ana graduate and walking me down the isle when it happens. I’ve also realized that I’m scared to be in the house alone because you’re not here to protect me. I’m just lost with out you.
I love you my padre and I’m always thinking about you.
Oh Stoya, you’re beautiful.